This is a poignant post from Tamra at Surprisingly Sane, who is recognizing her one-year "anniversary" of suffering from postpartum depression. She starts out describing what last November was like ...
"I can’t remember last November. I have no recollection of celebrating the holidays or what I bought everyone for Christmas. Did I get anyone gifts? Did I even get my own kids something from St. Nicholas? Maybe someone pulled out a camera with proof that I was breathing through that time, but it sure wasn’t me."
And then she describes how she feels now ...
"The fact that I am sitting at my kitchen table next to an open window filled with blue skies and sunlight in the gorgeous city of Seattle, Washington a year later is proof to me that there simply MUST be a God, He/She MUST love me, and for whatever reason… my life MUST be worth living.
I believe that now.
A year ago, I couldn’t."
So glad you are well Tamra.
